Well life is getting a hell of alot better. I got a job that pays a couple hundred a month so thats cool.  I have been listening to music alot lately. Its more relaxing then ever.

"Wide awake and out of feeling. right around the safest door. You control the ordinary. I was grateful for it. wide awake in the beginning trembling after the fall. only half my world remembers while the other half revolves."

Finger Eleven. They kick ass.

Its been too long since I was able to update. Well, life has taken some drastic changes. I am single, we're finally really divorcing my dad, and I am seeing a phycoligist because i had to move out of my home. My dad was getting so abusive i had to move into a condo with my older sis and her fiance until my whole family leaves my dad in like 6 months. School is ok, everything a bit crazy but lifes goin. I got a cell phone and thats cool.

She met the fire smouldering in her veins, it knocked on her heart. Her hands in lamentable haste, she longed for the taste that prolonged her sultry drouth. And dropping like rain, she lay lain in her grave, she loathed the feast of her soil. Attempts failed of soul consuming care in mortal strife. Inhumanity a delecacy, restraint to weak to bridge charisma.She brought the water, to overbore the lesser flame. She spoke obvious, to lay down the misunderstanding.  Anguish past and pleasure future, inhumane society. Inhumane society.

I havnt been able to update this site in forever because i no longer have a computer. It like broke down on us and we cant use it. We are gonna get a new one soon though, so dont you fret. Well, I have been single for a while now, and its pretty cool. Right now I am at my friends house, Big Mike. We are just chilling out around the house and drinking margaritas. Mike is watching his uncles house while hes in Vegas so he invited me over and hes cooking burgers. Tonight Sabby and I are going to probably hang out and just chill. I dont have really much new going on except my parents are finally divorcing. Its hectic and stressfull but the family is doing ok. Well, I will try to update as much as possible until I get a new computer, but other wise, if you have MSN messenger, I am sometimes on there.

Mary

Marygirl1616@msn.com

I havnt been on in FOREVER because i currently have no net due to a virus. I am on my sisters comp. So yeah, leave me comments let me know u miss me! oh yeah i have a new boyfriend haha hes great!

Mary

Love only shows in patches, moving with people. Leaving with people. Its beautiful, if you find the right person to love. Inspiration is a way of moving love, to change it. Ever looked out the window to see a gorgeous city at night, listening to a beautiful song and feel like dancing? Dance with love. Change it. Love is something we do, and changing it, dancing with its beauty may make things better. Like your fixing life. But you cant change destiny. You can change love, but you cant ruin it.